By Mogwai on youtube playlist automatically in the background I decided to save a lot of things, after warning that it would soon self-destructed at least on these screens.
And some days I do nothing but think about it, I do not do that because pensarla.Sarà looking twig lavender I found her in a cassetto.sempre quello.ma girata.che did not want to always look at me, when I open it.
will fatti.sarà for speeches for what they see and why sentite.sarà sarà.sarà sì.perchè because she is the only one for me was that we had a Lei NOI.Un perfetto.dispari number, but so fair!
and I think when I open when I close them on occchie pillow that has seen our primobacio night in this room that I hope to leave as soon as possible. [and I'm afraid to let in all the snapshots that are still so sharp! ..] and I think as I walk, as I write, while I watch a movie while I laugh while I undress, while I play, and I come from.
So save, save, and more
I click on "save" and I take the most absurd controsenso.NON you can save something that was already broken.
the computer has the wrong time, and virtual.
no one thing can save the route as a person who is not already over.
MUST SAVE ONE, not later.
brood over the fact that when I do something drastic to stop me is to have appeal, even with myself after.
drastic is the only option that my heart knows perhaps, to save me from stessa.dal too much love or by too much hatred.
But there are too many drastic things that do not depend on us.
already too many occasions not to ppello, beyond our control.
I met a new me after her.
too drastic has been too little, AFTER.
And so that was dramatic and indelible, that was what they "would never have been able to go back" is not servito.non and BASTA.
but I was torn inside.
made me disgusted myself why I had to do in life mia.e as I hope I do not have to anymore.
that has to be right, then if you behave badly.
not enough to have the concepts right, or truth, or justice, if he can not Guarte mirror.
a bad gesture, if you know it's bad, although there seems to be there for a reason, a reason, a justification, is a bad move.
TATTOOS DENTRO.con all its ugliness.
and then have another.
now.
later.
for a while.
but what is it?
YOU when you lost?
empty useless when everything looks the same bad [in his infinite beauty, outward].
when you can not talk to find nothing but a biting taste empty.
like strawberries in March.
that are red, and take it.
and you know you will not know anything.
and you know you have not seen the sun.
and seem plastic.
.. but you, you, you desperately need to bite a damn strawberry.
and then disappointment.
and uselessness.
all.
[mogwai and stream of consciousness are two closely related concepts] is really the music that faoriuscire everything.
that makes me overflow with me.
rompre that every dam, every bank.
that brings me back to what I knew was a teenager and who occasionally comes to visit me.
music.
and in any case.
I must return to save.
not have much time.
that this is the drama of virtual pages.
that threatens self-destruction.
which is much faster, suddenly.
that you should not set a fire and throw in your hands with the stuff you want to burn.
and the impetus to do is crap.
and then but the pain remains.
and do not even have a fucking handful of ashes to be put in a glass or pitcher, or vase, to write: LEI.
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